I undrestand, I mean I am a very undrestanding person.. that's the only thing that I am good at, being very undrestanding
It's just that most of the time I just don't get it...
a blog about non-achievement
I undrestand, I mean I am a very undrestanding person.. that's the only thing that I am good at, being very undrestanding
I have started to hate my new friends, there are like two overachiever Arminians in the world and I get to hang out with them!!!!
what are the consequences of disowning one's mom? is that anti-non-achiever? has anyone done it and gotten away with it? i need advice...
i just filled out my time cards. four weeks worth of the vacation time i've been saving for three years now. it's three days plus fourteen, the whole thing. four hundred and eight hours. i hope my sleeping hours won't exceed sixty. that's three hours every night plus a few hours i know i'll dose off during the days. i've done four hours per night for a whole month before, so this shouldn't be that bad. do they have monsters in iran? low carb too? i'm sure they'll have red bull, it's so trendy iranian's gotta have it or...
it's happening, and i'm singing nonstop. y'all missed the moment when he was explaining each page to me, and how i couldn't care less, how i almost ran out, afraid they might change their mind, or that i might not be able to suppress my scream long enough to get out of that verdamnte securidad. gotta love america, immigiration services is invaded and completely run by immigrants.
I traumatized my landlord's kitten hoping one day she gets tired of me and kicks me out...
this is going to sound very cheesy.
i took out my visa and said we should hold on to the new dollar for its charm, she handed it to the indian cashier guy and ignored me. i looked at the ticket and chuckled, she asked me if its my first time. she said her grandpa started it, she said we should never lose hope, i think there is no hope, but i don't think there's anything wrong with holding on to things that don't exist.
latest update from the class...
I am blogging here, in order to avoid this Armenian guy who is bored out of his mind and just wants to talk...
and it's wave after wave after wave after wave spinning and pulling me down, and it always takes three years, exactly.
Whenever I want something really bad and I can't get my hands on it...
"Feeling screwed up at a screwed up time in a screwed up place does not necessarily make you screwed up."
departure is scheduled in 26 days and 4 hours. no travel documents yet. 50+ were deported last week with valid official visa stamps in their passports. some detained overnight, handcuffed too, even the little ones with the family. chinese embassy issued 58 visas today, or 200, or whatever, but they did it for every single one in the class, but they need to see me in person, maybe an interview, since i don't have a greencard. whetever, i'm not going anywhere without those papers anyways.
i woke up at 4am on friday morning and went to bed at midnight last night. while old friends and interesting strangers were met and conversed with in between, a series of unfortunate events brought me in contact with 911 three times, twice into the ER and once into a knee high flooded bathroom. the following is a few actions i've learned not to pursue in the future :
I have a wierd flu bug that comes and goes...
The good news for you means someone else will be disappointed
many are always smarter than a few, or are they? many are always more miserable too. many are always dumber. i mean i see that collectivism does exist, but i also believe in portfolio theory, which states that many are always less risky than a few.
somewhere in believer the guy said the minute the world stops hating the jews they will be extinct. the white trash barista at diedrich's will probably die if she runs out of reasons to hate the world. the persian guy at chevron's will die if his customers stop making him repeat himself a gizillion times with his thick accent. the hispanic girl at the dry cleaning will die if her customers didn't notice her obesity. we will all die sooner or later, and i will probably die the day i find happiness.