fuck.

infuckingsomniac, i have become.

i get an hour of sleep when i go to bed, and another hour or so after sunrise. i have a constant headache and advils are not working either. i count the sheep, literally. then i'm like fuck the sheep, just count. then i think about good times, bad times, money, women, life, hell, then i think it's too hot, then it's cold, then i start the rolling frenzy, then the cuts on my belly hurt, then i tuck in two pillows and elevate my knees, then i get up and pee, then i drink water, then i check the time, and the pain lingers on...